Been awhile

Life got busy, I haven't posted for a long time.

Savanna started Kindergarden. I had a really hard time the first few weeks. We were planning to homeschool, but until I get my post partum depression under control and get the house together I just can't do it. It was so bad. I wasn't cleaning at all. I was meeting the needs of the kids and that was it. I got back on my meds and am doing better. So hopefully we will be able to homeschool next year. But I'm afraid she isn't going to want to homeschool after this. And I'm also afraid I won't want her to. I know that doesn't make me a bad mom. Ok, not true, I don't know that. Secretly I fear that it does. She loves school, she loves her teacher. She wants to be in Kindergarden forever. It was so cute. She said that when she grows up she wants to have a baby and name her Miss Gately so she never forgets. It was so cute. I miss her so much during the day when she's gone. It will get easier, right?

Seren's life

Seren's life

Sam had his ct scan this morning. Just got the results. All clear. I am so relieved. I was so worried and he's ok. Now we have to follow up with the pede, but I'm sure he will say it's migraines. That's what he thought to begin with. Still sad that my little boy has to endure that, but much better than something else.

My first entry

I figure I'm online enough to write a journal entry everyday. Maybe this way I'll actually remember to do it. And then once I get my printer running again I can print and put into a binder and viola, a journal.

Things are crazy here. Bryan got laid off on Thursday. Just hours after we found out that Sam needs a ct scan. He's been saying his head hurts for awhile. Took him to the ped and he thinks Sam has inherited my migraines. But since Sam has lost conciousness several times after hitting his head we need to do a ct scan to make sure there isn't some other reason. I'm so worried about my poor little boy. He's not even three yet. I never thought I would be praying for migraines, but I find myself doing just that. Although during the last episode I almost changed my mind. THen I realised what it could be if it isn't migraines and that scares me more.

Bryan is going to apply for a job tomorrow. My dad's company is hiring and Bry has the qualifications to get a better paying job. So we're praying for that. And great benifits. I could probably even get Sam into a chiropractor which will be great if he does have migraines.

I'm ready for things to just calm down. I want a nice boring life for a few weeks.

Seren